What a sad and lonely sound. I hear the church bells in the distance signaling the beginning of services for several churches in the area. It saddens me to think I spent all of my life attending services every Sunday morning. But today life is so different. I haven't been to church regularly for nearly four years, it's just so painful. Church life just doesn't make sense for me now, and I'm working so hard inwardly to make it make sense. My relationship with Christ is still intact, but my belief in church was seriously damages a few years back and it's going to take time for that to heal. I won't give up hope that someday I can go back and worship, but just not today.
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